Has anyone ever had one of those days that start out bad, continue to suck and then get even worse? Yeah you know those days that I am talking about. Well I had one of those days today and it just doesn't really seem anywhere near getting better. Maybe it never will get better. Who has seen that show Breaking Bonaducci? I think I am going to pitch my own version of the show to Fox titled Deconstructing Donovan, they will air it, they play anything. I don't really want to talk about the major thing on my mind, not at this time, I am not ready. But I did make a mistake in telling the superintendent to please stop cross talking during our meeting today, it wasn't right for her to be doing especially about complaining about everyone else doing it at a previous meeting but I was out of line commenting on it. It was one of those moments where the words came out of my mouth before my brain thought. I will also share the icing on the top of the cake, my brother received the CHP report from his accident today and the CHP is recommending that he be charged with involuntary manslaughter, so last thing I had heard my brother disappeared and no one has any idea where he is at. I tried to call him earlier but his phone just went to voice mail. I just hope that he doesn't do anything crazy.

Am I going crazy?
Am I going insane and dazed?
Am I too lost to face this?
And what will it cost to escape?
Nothing is right.
I am so scared.

Am I Going Crazy ~Korn